A Kid's Problem

Hi people! Really nice to have you as a reader :). Just straight to the point, I want to share one thing/topic about a kid's problem, what kind of things that a kid really wants. According to what I've felt and experienced, things that kids really want are so simple yet so hard to be relized by their parents. Just two simple words. Trust and support. I have no idea whether I've got that or not, because I don't know what's inside their heart. All I've ever seen is just one of my parents does that not both of them. You know, I really don't want to hide something from them. I want to share everything and tell every thought that I have to them. But because I know some things that I want to share to them are something that they may not like, so I keep keeping that just in my mind. I know if I tell them about that, it doesn't help me to get their trust and support. Trust and support that I mean are just like a trust that you give to your kid when you know what he wants to be, you trust him that he can do that and a support like a spirit that can help him to make his dream becomes reality. Maybe you can say some words like 'Hey kid! So you want to be a pilot? That's one of jobs that I like. I know you can do that, I believe in you. So, what kind of pilot do you want to be?'. Because, you know.. a support from your parents really can make you stand even if it's hard, really means everything. I don't say that my parents are bad, no! I love them so much. Maybe, in the future I can't do as good as what they've done to me to my kids. Even now, I've never felt like I've been a good daughter to them. I've ever said rude words to them. But, I didn't mean to say that! That's not what I mean. There's something that I really meant in that rude words. I think a word 'sorry' can't represent what I feel for them, a word 'thanks' can't mean more than what it's had to show my feelings for them. I really am grateful to have them as my parents. They never force me to study to pass my exam, they do try to not make me feel burdened. Maybe it will show a greedy side of me for demanding something more from them, but I just want they become more sensitive to know what I really feel and want. I just want to be myself infront of them. I'm not like a person who will do something if there's an order. Even it's from my parents. I will just do something if I really want to do. Yeah, now I really seem a bad daughter by saying that. But that's me and I do want my parents to know that. I have my own way to make them proud, maybe not now. I could be wrong but I know I'm right about my pretension to make them proud one day. Mmm.. I think I'm just talking about me and my parents too much. Maybe this is just my opinion that every kid just wants a trust and a support. But at least this is what I've felt as a kid. With a trust, you're never gonna let everybody who trusts you down, so that you will make sure to be what you want. With a support, you're never gonna feel that you're exhausted enough to stop making your dream becomes true, so that everybody who gives you a support will be proud of you. I think just it that I can share for now and I can't wait to share something else to you :).